Moving On

And so it is, gone.

I'm moving on.

I was an angsty, ruthless, alcoholic, insert bad character trait here, person.

The operative word here being 'was'.

Now its over, I still have some bad traits here and there that I am aware of.

But hey, I'm with someone whom I wish to strive for, I'd never thought I'd say this but yes, here goes: a more Godly life.

Eeerk.

But yes. To use any other ideal would be less than the truth.

So here it is. My past, cut loose. Every single post, phone number, letter, photo, soft toy, rose, lily, whatever-flower, little sweet-nothings, any manifestation of the undesirable past has been thrown out of the window.

It happened. Yes it did. I know what happened. So much has happened that you can't tell me every single thing. We can't change the past. But we cannot look forward to the future when the undesirable, bad memories come back constantly to plague me.

So many things to be done. Shelves and table tops to be filled, if not for the fact that it is already filled with artifacts from the past. Lose it. Let me fill up your life for you again.

A clean slate.

The End of the Beginning

I suppose at some point of our lives, there'll be a point of time where we make a major change. A change where it necessitates a post like this one to mark the transition into a new era.



I don't know what the future holds. And it is scary to think about it because I'm one who begins with the end in mind. But the company is enjoyable. The slate has been wiped clean. Tainted histories will be made lessons to be repeated not. There'll be changes that require paradigm shifts. It'll be difficult for me. But it's even more difficult for me to walk away. Tremendous effort will be required. And I willingly take up the challenge.



Yes, I'm seeing someone.